A lifestyle where the pros outweigh the cons. I'm just doing what's necessary to keep it that way. And I don't care what people think!

Sol... you just told me to be on my best behavior at this party because of these people you wanna impress. Sounds like you care.

Fine. I care. I care what people think of me. I care how I'm viewed in an extremely judgemental society. Happy now? If I don't play their game, it makes my life harder so I'm doing what I need to, is that okay with you?

Sol, you're perfect the way YOU are. Don't let society make you feel shitty about yourself. It's not worth it. They're not worth it.

So, I'd like to start by apologizing. I'm sorry for acting like an idiot at the wedding. I'm also sorry for just running away like that. I shouldn't have kissed you.

I don't want your apologies. I want you to be honest with me.

Honestly... I'm a hot mess.

I see, but why? What happened?

Uh... Well. You happened. Ever since you got back, I can't seem to think straight.

Me? Tf I do?