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Leighton didn’t answer right away.
She let the moment sit, weighted and warm, like the last sliver of sunlight before it dipped below the edge of the ocean. Violet’s words lingered—not sharp, not scolding, but sacred. A mother’s protection wrapped in dry humor and hard-won wisdom. Her hand stayed where it was—resting under Violet’s touch, fingers grazing the edge of her journal, the heartbeat of everything she never said aloud. Then, softly—almost like the breeze had to carry it the rest of the way— “He calls me Leigh most days. It’s easy. Feels like home. But ‘Leia’… he saves that for the moments that matter.” She looked up, steady now. No defense. Just truth. “When I’m spiraling, when I’m too proud to say I’m scared, when I’m trying so hard not to crack—he calls me Leia. Like it’s this… reminder. That I’ve made it through worse. That I still shine.” A pause. “I think he sees me the way I’ve always wanted to be seen. Brave, stubborn, a little reckless, yeah—but still good. Still worth staying for.” She glanced down at their hands. At Violet’s touch. At everything it meant without saying a word. “And yeah,” she added, a quiet grin tugging at her mouth, “if he ever says it to be slick or creepy or like… slave Leia territory? You won’t even have to reach for the lightsaber.” Her gaze cut back to Violet, fierce and soft all at once. “I’ll handle it.” Then—gentler. The kind of gentle you reserve for people who’ve seen you shattered. “But you don’t have to worry, Mama. Not about this.” A breath. “Because no matter how many people see me… you’re the only one who ever really made sure I stayed seen.” Her voice dropped, like she wasn’t sure she had the right words but knew she had to try. “I don’t always say it right. Or enough. But I love you. And I’m proud I came from you.” She leaned her shoulder into Violet’s, quiet but firm. “You raised Leia. That means you’re the real legend.” |
Violet didn’t move at first.
Didn’t blink. Didn’t fidget. Just let those words wash over her—you raised Leia—and settle into her bones like they belonged there. Like maybe, just maybe, she hadn’t screwed it all up after all. Her eyes stayed on the horizon, but her mouth twitched, slow and certain, into the kind of smile that didn’t need to be big to mean everything. “Well,” she said finally, voice low and threaded with that signature Violet steel, “damn right I did.” She tilted her head slightly, shoulder bumping back into Leighton’s like it was instinct, like she’d been waiting her whole life for her daughter to say exactly that without ever expecting it. “You know,” she continued, drawing the words out, careful, confident, “it took me a lot longer to figure out how to deal with boys and their stupid, shiny words. I didn’t grow up with a manual. I was the cautionary tale. The girl who learned things the hard way—then doubled back to make sure you didn’t have to.” She looked down at their hands for a moment, then tapped a finger gently against the edge of the journal. “But you?” Her voice dropped just a little, rich with pride. “You’ve got instincts. You don’t just survive them—you see through them. All of them. The sweet talkers. The ones who smile too wide. The ones who think calling you ‘Leia’ means they’ve earned you.” She raised a brow—pointed, protective, unshakable. “And I believe you when you say you’ll handle it. I do.” A pause. “But just know this, Leigh—brave, brilliant, zero-bullshit Leia—you will always have me in your corner. Backup, bat in the trunk, full alibi if it comes to it.” She said it dry as dust, deadly serious underneath. Then smirked. “And if he breaks your heart, I’m not saying I’ll key his car… but I’ve got a set of heels sharp enough to leave a message.” Violet leaned back then, breathing in the heavy sweetness of mango trees and ocean breeze, letting herself just exist in the moment—her daughter beside her, whole and still hers. “You’re the best damn thing I’ve ever done,” she said simply. “And if he sees you even half as clearly as I do… then maybe he’s not entirely hopeless.” Another beat. Then, with a sideways glance and a soft snort— “Still not watching any of those movies though. Laser swords and breathing problems? I’ll take my drama with bourbon and better costumes.” But her hand stayed right where it was, resting steady beneath Leighton’s, grounding them both in everything they’d weathered and everything they’d become. Still hers. Still here. Still legendary. |
Leighton didn’t speak right away.
She just stared out at the yard, blinking slow—like if she looked too fast, she might shatter whatever this moment was made of. Whatever it was, it felt rare. Solid. The kind of thing you didn’t get twice. And then—softly, almost shyly—she laughed under her breath. “You realize you just compared yourself to a bat-wielding Jedi in stilettos, right?” she murmured, eyes still on the sky. “Pretty sure that makes you cooler than all of them.” A beat passed. Then another. And when she looked over—really looked—her voice dropped into something quieter. Less armored. “He calls me Leigh, mostly. But when it’s just us… when I’m spiraling or scared or saying dumb shit I don’t mean—he calls me Leia.” She paused. Swallowed. “Like he’s reminding me I’m still that girl. Still strong. Still soft. Still in charge of my own ending.” She shook her head once. Smiled like it hurt a little. “And I don’t know what happens down the line. I don’t know if he’s forever. But I know he sees me right now. And he says it like it matters. Like I matter.” Then—quiet. Steady. “But no matter what… you’re still my mama.” She reached across the space between them—fingers brushing Violet’s wrist like she was anchoring herself to something ancient and true. “You always will be.” Her voice caught just slightly, but she didn’t hide it. “And maybe I didn’t say it enough growing up. Or maybe I said it all wrong. But I know who raised me. And I know what she taught me. And I know I’m strong because you were strong first.” A breath. “And honestly? If Spencer ever does mess up… I won’t need you to key his car.” She grinned now. Sharp. Familiar. “I’ll do it myself. With glitter nail polish and a Star Wars sticker.” And just like that, the weight in her chest eased. Still hers. Still home. Still seen. |
Violet let out a slow breath through her nose—the kind that wasn’t about exasperation or control or the thousand emotions she kept welded beneath her ribs. This one was different.
This one was pride. She didn’t smile right away. Not the kind people could see, anyway. But something in her settled. Like hearing those words was enough to calm every version of her that had ever doubted she was getting it right. “I don’t need to be cooler than the Jedi,” she said after a moment, voice low, lilting with that Violet drawl that always made the truth sound effortless. “I just need you to remember who taught them how to fight in heels.” Her hand turned palm-up beneath Leighton’s, not clutching—just there. A steady offering. A reminder. “I’ve watched you grow into this force of nature—sharp, stubborn, soft in all the right places—and baby, if you think for one second I’m not proud of every inch of who you’ve become…” She turned then, just enough for Leighton to see her eyes. They weren’t misty. Violet didn’t do misty. But they burned with something just as deep. “I’m proud of you, Leigh. Not just because you’re strong. Not because you can throw a line like I taught you or threaten a man with rhinestones and vengeance. But because you lead with your heart, even when it’s scared. Because you see people. Because you let yourself be seen.” A pause. Her voice didn’t waver—but it softened. “You love loud. You forgive harder. And you still somehow know when to draw a line in glitter and call it war.” She gave a short laugh under her breath, shaking her head. “I swear, you came out of me already knowing how to run the damn galaxy.” She leaned back into the chair, her fingers still resting lightly over Leighton’s, like she couldn’t quite bring herself to let go just yet. “You don’t have to say it right. Or enough. I see it. I’ve always seen it.” Another beat. “And just so we’re clear—if you ever do vandalize something over a boy, I better be the first call. Not to bail you out. To rate the execution.” Her smirk turned into something gentler. Something earned. “Because if you’re gonna raise Leia… you sure as hell show up for her when the stars get messy.” The breeze rolled soft across the porch, brushing over mango trees and memory and everything they’d finally managed to say out loud. Still hers. Still home. Still so, so proud. |
Leighton didn’t laugh. Not really. But the breath she let out sounded close enough—like it had just barely missed being tears instead.
She looked down at their hands for a second. At the way Violet’s had turned palm-up beneath hers. No pressure. No weight. Just an open anchor. Her fingers curled into it gently. Then she said, quiet but certain, “You make it sound so epic.” She looked up, eyes catching the sky and then her mother’s face like it was some kind of constellation she knew by heart. “But most days I’m just trying not to fall apart in the grocery store,” she added with a dry smirk. “Or cry over a love song. Or spiral because he looks at me like I’m worth something soft.” A pause. Then softer: “And I think that’s why he calls me ‘Leia.’ Not ‘cause I’m untouchable. But ‘cause I’m trying so hard to be brave even when I’m not.” She glanced over at Violet again, chin tilted, voice low. “And I know you see that. Even when I don’t.” Her thumb brushed once across Violet’s wrist. Not by accident. “You didn’t make me hard. You just didn’t let the world break me before I could figure out who I was.” A beat. She exhaled slow. “And if I ever do vandalize something over a boy… I want you in the passenger seat. Critiquing my technique. Holding the flashlight. Judging my choice of spray paint.” Her mouth twitched—more feeling than smile. Then she leaned back, letting her shoulder settle lightly against her mama’s. Not saying thank you. Not saying I love you. Just saying here I am. Still hers. Still trying. Still the daughter of a woman who taught her how to fight in heels—and feel everything anyway. |
Violet smiled.
Not big. Not wide. But real—and that was rarer than most people ever got from her. It curled slow at the corners of her mouth, tugged something behind her eyes that looked like memory and mercy all tangled up in one. She didn’t look at Leighton right away. Just tilted her face to the sky like it had answers she wasn’t ready to say out loud. The stars hadn’t come out yet, but the light was fading—soft and gold and forgiving. “I do make it sound epic,” she said finally, voice low and laced with that wry Southern charm that had always been more armor than accent. “'Cause sometimes making it prettier is the only way you survive it.” She reached up, tucked a piece of Leighton’s hair behind her ear with a mother’s precision. Let her fingers rest there for half a second longer than necessary. “But don’t let the gloss fool you, baby. I see you.” A pause. “I see how strong you are. Even when you’re folding in on yourself in aisle seven because someone left Adele on.” Her voice dipped. Gentle now. Intentional. “You don’t have to be untouchable to be tough. Hell, I spent years thinking I had to be bulletproof to count for something, and it turns out softness is the part that stays when the rest falls apart.” She let out a quiet, almost-laugh. “And you? You’ve got both. The steel and the heart. That’s rare. That’s magic.” Then, after a beat, with just enough edge to remind the world who raised this girl— “And if it ever comes to crimes of the emotional or mildly illegal variety…” she said, brushing invisible lint off her jeans with faux innocence, “I do own gloves. And I’m disturbingly good at wiping down surfaces.” She didn’t look at Leighton as she said it. Just sipped the moment like sweet tea and let the silence hold the weight of all the things she didn’t need to say aloud. Because Violet had survived more than most. Had buried truths in charm, had turned pain into lipstick and pep talks—but her love for her daughter? That never needed polishing. She nudged Leighton’s shoulder with hers, light but solid. “You’re doing better than you think,” she said softly. “You always have been.” And that was it. No grand declarations. Just backup, built-in. Just pride, without performance. Just Violet. Still hers. Still dangerous. Still exactly the kind of woman you’d want in your corner—with a flashlight, a plan, and a can of spray paint that matches the shoes. |
Leighton didn’t answer at first.
She couldn’t. There was too much in her chest—too much weight and warmth and wonder at how her mama always knew. Always said the thing that cut through the noise without slicing her open. Just enough to make room for truth. For breath. She blinked hard once, then let her head tip sideways—resting it lightly against Violet’s shoulder, like she had when she was little. Like the porch swing might as well have been a starship and this was the only anchor in the galaxy that had ever made her feel safe. For a second, she just stayed there. Quiet. Held. Then, voice soft and low and a little wobbly, she murmured, “You’re really gonna make me cry in front of the mango trees, huh?” She didn’t pull away. Didn’t hide the quiver in her lip or the way her fingers curled tighter around her knees like they were bracing for something that never came. Because Violet didn’t come at her with pity. Never had. Just this kind of fierce, unflinching love that felt like armor she didn’t have to earn. “You always say I’m doing better than I think,” she said, gaze fixed on the dusky light bleeding across the yard. “Even when I feel like I’m one breath away from shattering.” A pause. Her voice dropped even softer. “And I don’t know if it’s true every time, but I believe you when you say it. That counts for something.” She twisted a blade of grass between her fingers. Thought about aisle seven. Thought about how easy it would’ve been to crumble, to let herself disappear in all that heartbreak and memory—but she hadn’t. Not really. Because Violet had built her from more than glitter and grit. She looked up finally, just enough to catch the edge of that real, rare smile on her mama’s face. And something inside her steadied. “Don’t worry,” she whispered, mouth tugging upward. “If I ever snap and go full felony, I’ll bring the wipes and let you pick the playlist.” Her eyes gleamed—not with tears now, but something fiercer. Something inherited. “I’ve got the heart,” she said. “Because you gave it to me. But I’ve got the fight because I watched you walk through hell and still come out swinging with eyeliner sharp enough to kill.” Then, quieter: “And if I’m doing better than I think… it’s only ‘cause I’ve had the best damn blueprint.” She let the words hang there like porch light in the dark. Soft. Bright. Homegrown. Still Violet’s. Still hers. |
Violet didn’t move.
Didn’t speak. She just let her daughter’s head rest against her shoulder, felt the weight of that trust—the kind of weight she’d carry a thousand times over if it meant Leighton never had to feel it alone. The breeze tugged at the trees, warm and thick with summer, but on the porch, it was still. Sacred. When she finally spoke, her voice was low and smooth, like molasses and warning signs. “Well,” she murmured, “if we’re crying in front of mango trees, we might as well make it cinematic.” Her hand came up slow, threading gently through Leighton’s hair—careful, practiced, like she remembered exactly how to do this from every scraped knee, every nightlight left on too long, every whispered promise she’d made through the cracks in her own voice. “You ever wonder how I know what to say?” she asked, eyes on the horizon. “It’s not magic. And it’s not because I’ve got it all figured out.” She let out a small huff of air, not quite a laugh. “It’s ‘cause I’ve felt it. Every version of what you just said.” A pause. “The almost-shattering. The breathing through glass. The smile you wear even when your ribs ache from holding it together.” Her fingers stilled, just resting at the crown of Leighton’s head now. “I know what it costs to keep going when your heart wants to pull the fire alarm. And I know what it looks like to fight soft. To choose not to go numb, even when it’d be easier.” She turned just enough to press her cheek lightly against Leighton’s hair, and for a second, Violet didn’t sound like someone offering comfort. She sounded like someone who meant it. “You’re not doing better than you think ‘cause I’m trying to cheer you up,” she said, voice like flint wrapped in velvet. “You’re doing better than you think because you showed up. Because you let yourself feel every bit of it and didn’t let it turn you cruel.” Another beat. “And baby, that’s not survival. That’s strength.” She leaned back, giving Leighton the space to breathe again, but left her hand where it was. Light. Steady. “You’ve got my fire,” she said. “But you’ve got your own damn glow.” Then—smirking, but not teasing— “And if we do ever go full felony, I expect mood lighting, tasteful destruction, and at least one power ballad. Preferably from the ‘80s.” She nudged her shoulder into Leighton’s just enough to make it a promise, not a joke. And in the quiet that followed, Violet looked at her daughter—really looked. Brave and breakable. Fighting and feeling. So much more than fine. She nodded once. Like recognition. Like pride. “You’re not just mine,” she said softly. “You’re you. And baby, that’s more than enough.” Still hers. Still wild. Still full of every beautiful, unstoppable thing she never dared dream out loud. |
Leighton didn’t answer right away.
Didn’t flinch, didn’t fidget—just let the words soak in. Let them settle into the hollow spaces she never quite knew how to fill. The ones that came from loving too much and losing too hard and never really knowing where to put all that ache. But Violet knew. Of course she did. And somehow, the way she said it—low and solid, soft without losing bite—it didn’t just feel like comfort. It felt like truth. Leighton turned her head slightly, cheek still pressed to Violet’s shoulder, eyes blinking slow like she was memorizing the way the light felt against the porch floorboards. Like if she looked too fast, it might disappear. Then, with a voice so small it almost didn’t sound like hers, she said, “You always make it easier to breathe.” A beat passed. Her fingers toyed with the frayed edge of her journal, the one she hadn’t even realized was still in her lap. She closed it now. Not because the moment needed to be wrapped up, but because it felt safe enough to be quiet. Safe enough to be still. “I didn’t get it when I was younger,” she said, voice steadier now, though still hushed. “I thought strength meant not crying in public. Not needing help. Not letting anybody see the cracks.” She glanced up just a little, eyes finding Violet’s—not sharp, not searching. Just open. “But you always let me have both. The glitter and the mess. The softness and the fire.” Her throat tightened again, but this time she didn’t look away. “You never asked me to be small to be safe.” She reached over and laced their fingers together—palm to palm, knuckles lined up like always. Familiar. Fierce. “And you never let me forget who I came from.” A hint of a smile tugged at her lips—crooked, stubborn, and undeniably hers. “So if we’re going full felony,” she added, a little lighter now, “I vote Total Eclipse of the Heart and red lipstick with names like Vengeance or Midnight Promise.” Her smile widened just a little, but the shimmer in her eyes didn’t fade. It was all still there—the grief, the fight, the love that hurt a little when it was this big. But it felt held. It felt hers. “Thanks for not asking me to be okay before I was ready,” she said. “And for loving me loud even when I didn’t say a word.” Another pause. Then— “I’m not just yours, mama. But I’ll always be part you.” Still Leighton. Still wild. Still wrapped in the kind of love that didn’t flinch when it got messy. |
Violet didn’t answer at first.
She just sat there, jaw tight in that way it got when emotions came too close to the surface. The kind of closeness that wasn’t sharp or dangerous—it was honest. Unfiltered. And Violet had never been all that good with unfiltered, not when it came wrapped in things like love and stillness and her daughter whispering truths that cracked something tender inside her chest. She let out a slow breath through her nose. Not because she didn’t feel it. But because she did. Leighton’s words had hit dead center. You never asked me to be small to be safe. God. If that wasn’t the thing she’d fought her whole damn life to give her. Violet blinked once. Twice. Sharp, subtle. A move that might pass for indifference to anyone else, but Leighton would know better. “Okay,” she said, voice lower now, warm but a little too quick, a little too light. “Well. Before you get me cryin’ like I’m auditioning for a damn Hallmark movie on this porch…” She cleared her throat. Reached up to wipe under one eye like it was just some stray smudge of mascara, not the burn of being seen this clearly. “We’re doin’ something. Anything.” She leaned forward, untangling their hands only so she could stand, stretching out her back like it gave her something to do with all the feelings buzzing under her skin. “Movie. Firepit. Kitchen disaster. Midnight drive with too-loud music and judgmental stares from the neighbors—I don’t care. You pick.” A beat. “But we’re not sittin’ out here while the stars come out and you keep saying things that make my chest feel like it’s holdin’ a hundred bees. That’s too much rawness for one Southern woman to endure without wine and a distraction.” Her smirk was back now—familiar, dry, and laced with relief. Like she’d taken the heaviness and bent it into something lighter. Like she was proud, so proud, but needed to shift gears before she started confessing things she’d locked up for decades. She looked down at Leighton—really looked. And that pride was still there, humming under her skin like a secret engine. “I meant it all,” she said, softer now. “Every word. But I’m gonna lose my damn cool if I stay still another minute.” She reached out a hand, wiggled her fingers. “C’mon, baby. Let’s do somethin’ dumb and borderline illegal. Or at least mildly reckless. I’ve got a full tank and a mean craving for gas station nachos.” A pause. “And you know I keep red lipstick in the glove compartment. Just in case.” Still Violet. Still messy. Still loving her girl in the only way she knew how: fiercely, fully, and with a change of plans before the porch got too quiet again. |
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