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She didn’t answer right away.
Just sat there in his lap, her fingers curled at the edge of his flannel where it hung loose on her frame, breath caught somewhere between surprise and affection. Something about the way he said it—soft and steady, without pressure—made her want to actually answer. Like he wasn’t asking to pry, just offering her space to be real if she wanted it. She drew a breath, eyes dropping for a moment as she traced the hem of his shirt. Then she looked back at him, chin tilted, mouth curved into that half-smile that always came out when she was about to say something true and maybe a little dangerous. “I wasn’t gonna tell you that I cried at the airport,” she admitted softly. “Like, actual tears. Ridiculous, dramatic tears. TSA probably thought I’d been dumped.” Her tone was light, but the emotion behind it wasn’t fake. “I was fine on the plane,” she went on. “Fine when I landed. But the minute I knew I was almost home? I just…” She shook her head with a quiet laugh. “I missed you so much more than I let myself feel while I was gone. And then suddenly it hit me, all at once.” Her hand came to rest against his chest again, palm spread over his heartbeat. “I didn’t plan on tellin’ you that,” she said, voice quieter now. “Didn’t want you thinkin’ I couldn’t handle bein’ away for a few weeks.” She paused. Then her expression shifted—still soft, still warm, but threaded with that glint of mischief that had first pulled him in. “But now that you admitted to wearin’ a Santa hat around the house,” she added, brushing her nose against his, “I feel like I’m in the clear emotionally.” She leaned in again, lips brushing his cheek—slow, reverent, like a thank you. Her voice dipped low near his ear. “Also… maybe I wasn’t totally kidding about the dog.” She leaned back to see his face, eyes searching his. “I think I’ve just been wantin’ something that’s… ours,” she said softly. “Not a timeline or a plan or a five-year vision board. Just… something that stays. Something that’s here when one of us has to be gone.” She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, fingers brushing her temple. “But you don’t have to say anything about that right now. I didn’t plan on tellin’ you that either.” And then she smiled again, teasing and affectionate and fully herself. “Now your turn,” she said, settling a little deeper into his arms. “You asked the question. What didn’t you plan on tellin’ me yet?” |
Caleb didn’t interrupt her.
He stayed quiet while she spoke, his hands never leaving her—one steady at her lower back, the other sliding slowly up her arm in an absent, adoring motion. When she finished, he lifted that hand to her face, brushing his thumb gently beneath her eye like he could still catch the echo of those airport tears. “Hey,” he murmured softly. He tucked a loose strand of her hair behind her ear, knuckles lingering at her temple, his touch careful and reverent. “If cryin’ at an airport is dramatic, then I don’t wanna know what it says about a man who kept a lamp on for three weeks hopin’ it’d make a house feel less empty.” A faint smile curved at his mouth, warm but unguarded. “Doesn’t make you weak, baby. Makes you honest.” He leaned in, resting his forehead against hers for a beat, breathing her in like he still couldn’t quite believe she was real and here. “Truth is,” he went on quietly, “I didn’t tell you how hard it was when I knew you were comin’ back. That last stretch.” His hand slid from her cheek to the back of her neck, thumb moving slow, grounding. “While you were gone, I got used to missin’ you. That part I could handle. But knowin’ you were almost home?” He exhaled. “That’s when it got bad. Couldn’t focus worth a damn. Kept thinkin’ I heard your truck. Kept imaginin’ you walkin’ through the door.” He huffed a small, self-aware laugh. “I didn’t plan on tellin’ you that. Didn’t want you thinkin’ I fall apart without you.” His gaze softened, steady and open. “But the truth is… I don’t fall apart. I just don’t feel finished when you’re gone.” At the mention of something theirs, his thumb stilled briefly, thoughtful. He looked at her—not rushed, not scared. Just present. “A dog sounds like somethin’ that stays,” he said gently. “Somethin’ that waits. I like that idea.” Then his mouth tilted into something warmer, lighter. “Long as you promise you’re the one pickin’ it up when it decides the shop floor’s a bathroom.” He brushed his nose lightly against hers, affectionate and teasing, then kissed her—soft, unhurried, full of all the things he hadn’t said on the phone. When he pulled back, he kept his hands where they were, thumbs moving slow along her sides. “Since we’re doin’ confessions,” he added, voice low and easy, “I started thinkin’ about buildin’ somethin’ while you were gone. Not furniture. Not the shop.” His eyes held hers, calm and certain. “Somethin’ that makes comin’ back easier. For both of us.” He smiled, small and sure. “Now you tell me—what kinda dog were you picturin’?” |
Lena’s heart swelled so fast it almost hurt.
Not in that overwhelming, breathless way—but in the quiet, soul-deep ache of being loved well. Loved honestly. Every word Caleb said landed somewhere tender, somewhere that had missed him more than she let herself admit. Her reply came in the form of a kiss. Slow and soft. A thank you. A promise. A homecoming. She kissed him like she didn’t need to fill the silence with words—like she wanted to show him instead that every second apart had led her back here, right into the arms that made her feel like the version of herself she trusted most. When she pulled back, her forehead rested against his, breath mingling with his, a faint smile playing at her lips. Her voice was quiet when she spoke, but steady. “You wanna build something that makes comin’ back easier,” she echoed, her fingers lightly curling at the collar of his shirt. “That sounds like the most dangerous sentence I’ve ever heard come outta your mouth.” She let the moment stretch—soft, present—then tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, her cheeks still a little pink from the warmth of everything he’d just said. “I kept picturing this mutt,” she admitted, her smile growing more playful, eyes lighting up like she could already see it. “Big ol’ floppy thing. Probably part lab, part shepherd, part… I don’t know, hurricane.” She mimed a bounding motion with her hand, laughing gently. “Kinda dog that’ll knock me over every time I walk through the door. Sleep at your boots while you’re workin’. Ride in the truck like he was born to do it.” Her fingers trailed down the buttons of his flannel—his flannel—just enough to settle at his chest again. “Kinda dog that doesn’t care if I’m wearin’ heels or covered in sawdust. Just wants to be wherever we are.” She hesitated, just for a breath. Not enough for him to notice unless he was looking for it. And Caleb? Always noticed. “So yeah,” she added, voice softening again. “Something that stays. Something that’s always waitin’. Just feels like maybe we’re ready for that.” She looked at him then—not with uncertainty, but with something steadier. The kind of look a woman gives when she knows what she wants and knows who she wants it with. “And for the record,” she added, nose brushing his again with a grin, “you’re still on poop duty.” Then she settled back just enough to take him in again, thumb sweeping slowly along the edge of his jaw. “What were you gonna build?” she asked, quiet curiosity shining through. “Or… is that part still a surprise?” |
Caleb didn’t answer right away.
He shifted first—subtle, careful—his hands sliding more fully around her like he was afraid she might tip the balance if he didn’t hold her just right. One arm came firm around her lower back, the other lifting so his palm could cradle the back of her head, thumb brushing slow along her hairline. He tucked her in against him, forehead to forehead, breath steady even if his chest felt anything but. “Baby,” he murmured softly, a quiet smile in his voice, “you keep talkin’ like that and I’m gonna have to start pretendin’ I don’t know what you’re doin’ to me.” His thumb traced her jaw, gentle and unhurried, like he had all the time in the world. Like this was exactly where he wanted to spend it. “A hurricane mutt,” he went on, a low chuckle slipping out. “Yeah. I can see it. Big paws. No sense of personal space. Thinks he owns the truck and the couch and probably you.” His eyes softened. “Sounds about right.” He dipped his head just enough to brush his nose against hers, a quiet, affectionate gesture. “And yeah,” he added, warm and certain, “I’ll take poop duty. Fair’s fair. You already handle the chaos.” At her question, his expression shifted—not guarded, not distant—just thoughtful. Honest. His hand at her back pressed a little more firmly, grounding both of them. “I was thinkin’ somethin’ simple,” he said quietly. “Not flashy. Not perfect. Just… solid.” His thumb stilled at her temple. “A little corner of the shop, maybe. Built-in bench by the window. Place for muddy boots, dog leashes, your jacket when you forget where you left it.” A pause. Then softer. “Somethin’ that looks the same whether you’re here every night or gone a few weeks. Somethin’ that tells you—without me havin’ to say it—that there’s always space made for you.” He leaned in then, pressing a slow, tender kiss to her forehead, lingering there like a promise he didn’t need to explain. “Guess that part’s still a surprise,” he murmured, a faint smile curving against her skin. “But I’ll tell you this—every board I put down, every nail I drive in? It’s already got you in it.” His hand slid back into her hair, holding her close, steady and sure. “And sweetheart,” he added quietly, “I ain’t buildin’ it alone.” |
Lena closed her eyes for a beat, like she needed a second to feel it all—his voice, his hands, the weight of his words curling warm around her ribs.
God, she loved him. Not in the way that burned out fast and left ashes. Not in the way she used to think love was supposed to feel. This was something different. Steady. Undeniable. Built from every late-night phone call, every shared silence, every ache that only eased when she was back in his arms like this. She pulled back just enough to look at him. There was a smile tugging at her lips, soft and reverent, but her eyes shimmered with something deeper—something that flickered in the glow of the firelight and made her look like she’d just found something sacred. “You always say the right thing,” she whispered, brushing her fingers through the back of his hair. “Not the rehearsed kind. Not the pretty version. Just… the real stuff. The stuff I didn’t even know I needed to hear.” She tilted her head, nudging his nose with hers again, her thumb gently skimming the edge of his collar like she was memorizing it. “That little bench?” she said quietly. “That window? It already sounds like home.” Then she kissed him. Not quick. Not for show. Just the kind that landed full and warm, like punctuation at the end of a sentence she didn’t know she’d been writing her whole life. When she finally pulled back, her forehead rested against his again. The corners of her mouth quirked into a smile—still soft, but unmistakably Lena. “Well,” she said, voice a little lighter now, “guess we better start brainstorming names for this hurricane mutt. I’m thinkin’ something chaotic. Real stubborn. Maybe with a food theme.” She gave him a playful look, her tone teasing. “What d’you think about Biscuit?” And just like that, she knew. This right here—him, the house, the dog that didn’t exist yet—was the beginning of everything she hadn’t let herself dream about until now. |
Caleb let out a quiet breath that sounded a lot like a laugh and a lot like relief all tangled together.
His hands stayed where they were—one solid at her lower back, the other still cradling her head like he was afraid she might drift if he let go. His thumb brushed slow along her scalp, smoothing her hair back from her face, over and over, the way he did when he was grounding himself as much as her. “Baby,” he said softly, voice low and real, “I don’t say the right thing. I just say the true thing.” His mouth tipped into a small, crooked smile. “You’re the one who hears it.” When she nudged his nose, he followed the motion without thinking, pressing his forehead back to hers, breathing her in. Home. Always that. “That bench already feels lived-in,” he murmured. “I can see you droppin’ your bag there. Kicking your boots off crooked. Pretendin’ you’ll organize it later.” A quiet chuckle. “Window’ll face the trees. Good light. You’d like it.” At her kiss, he went still in that way that meant he was taking it seriously—one hand tightening just a fraction at her waist, the other sliding down to her neck, thumb resting under her jaw as if to hold the moment exactly where it was. When she pulled back and said the name, his brow lifted slowly, amusement lighting his eyes. “Biscuit,” he repeated, rolling it around like he was testing the weight of it. “That dog would absolutely be named Biscuit.” His mouth curved. “And he’d be spoiled rotten within a week. You’d swear you weren’t feedin’ him table scraps. I’d catch you doin’ it anyway.” He brushed his thumb across her cheek, affectionate, unhurried. “Food names suit stubborn creatures,” he added gently, eyes warm. “Feels… honest.” Then his tone softened again, quieter, more thoughtful. “But we don’t gotta decide any of that tonight.” He leaned in, pressing a brief kiss to her temple. “Right now, I’ve got you home. I’ve got this.” His hand splayed against her back again, firm and sure. “That’s enough to sit with.” He looked at her then—really looked—firelight catching in her eyes, the ease in her shoulders now that she’d said the things she’d been carrying. “So,” he said lightly, nudging her nose with his again, a hint of play returning, “you wanna keep talkin’ about hypothetical dogs, or you wanna tell me what part of Florida you hated the most?” A pause, then a smile. “Either way, I’m not lettin’ you go anywhere else tonight.” |
Lena felt that familiar, dangerous squeeze in her chest—the one only Caleb seemed capable of provoking with nothing more than a sentence about muddy boots and window light. He noticed everything. He noticed the mess she made, the chaos she sometimes trailed behind her like a loose thread, and instead of asking her to tidy it up, he built a bench to hold it.
That was the "true thing" he was talking about. It was the kind of love that didn’t just tolerate her edges but designed a life around them. She smiled then, a slow, cat-like curving of her lips that matched the mischief he’d just invited back into the room. She shifted her weight on his thighs, settling deeper against him until she felt the heavy flannel bunch at her hips, the friction of denim against her legs grounding her. “Biscuit is a strong contender,” she conceded, her voice dropping a fraction, smoothing into something smokier. “But I reserve the right to veto if we meet him and he looks more like a Barnaby or a Hank. We have to respect the vibe, Caleb. If the dog has a soul, he gets a vote.” She watched the amusement flicker in his eyes, feeling the heat radiating off him—steady, solid, yours. He had said he wasn’t letting her go, and she intended to test just how serious he was about that. Her eyes locked on his, dark and deliberate, as she brought her right hand up to her collarbone. “As for Florida…” She flicked the top button of the flannel undone. “The air conditioning was aggressive,” she murmured, her gaze never leaving his face. “Whatever setting they had it on, it was personal.” Her fingers moved down to the next button. She didn’t rush. She let the movement be part of the sentence. “The coffee tasted like burnt water. I almost called you three different mornings just to ask you to describe the smell of the grinder in the kitchen, but I didn’t want to sound pathetic.” Another button slipped free. The shirt fell slack, the firelight catching the curve of her throat and the top of the black lace she’d worn underneath specifically for this moment. “And the humidity,” she whispered, undoing the last button over her chest so the red plaid fell open, revealing the pale slope of her skin and the sheer lace against the fire’s glow. “My hair rebelled instantly. I looked like a dandelion for three weeks.” She leaned in then, closing the small distance between them until her lips were hovering just inches from his, the open shirt framing her like a secret. “But mostly,” she breathed, her playfulness dissolving into raw honesty, “I hated that the bed was huge, and cold, and you weren't in it.” She traced the line of his jaw with her fingertips, her voice barely a murmur. “I’d trade every sunset on the Gulf Coast for five minutes of this view.” |
Caleb didn’t stop her.
He never did when she moved like that—slow, intentional, honest in a way that stripped him bare without ever crossing a line. His hands stayed steady at her hips, fingers spreading a little wider as the flannel loosened beneath them, anchoring her there like he was reminding both of them that this was real, this was solid. He watched her unbutton the shirt the way a man watches something precious being revealed—not greedy, not rushed. Just full. His breath hitched once when the lace caught the firelight, not because of what it was, but because of who it was. “Baby…” The word came out low, roughened, like it had weight to it. His thumb brushed the side of her thigh, slow and grounding, before one hand lifted to her jaw. He tilted her face up just enough that she had to meet his eyes, the seriousness there soft but unmistakable. “I’d have answered,” he said quietly. “Every one of those calls. Even the pathetic ones.” A faint smile touched his mouth. “Especially those.” His forehead rested against hers, noses brushing, breath warm and familiar. He stayed there a moment, letting the truth settle between them, letting the fire crack and the world stay exactly as small as it needed to be. “You know what I see right now?” he murmured. “Not the lace. Not the flannel. I see you home.” His hand slid up her back, palm warm and sure. “And I ain’t tradin’ that for anything. Not beaches. Not sunsets. Not a damn thing.” He kissed her then—slow, unhurried, deep enough to promise but gentle enough to keep it sacred. When he pulled back, his mouth lingered near hers, voice softer than before. “Come here,” he whispered, guiding her closer, chest to chest, heart to heart. “You don’t gotta tell me the rest tonight.” The fire popped softly. The house held its breath. And the world faded— to warmth, to home, to black. |
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